third focused task.


did only a few minutes of work in the


self realisation: everytime i tackle something hard, i want everything around to be perfect. i need to know all about it. how long it will take. how it is structured and blah blah blah.


methinks for me, the solution going forward is to just dive in. and then recalibrate once i’m actually doing the work.


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and Mary Black’s, Columbus


https://youtu.be/GJiNR353_KI


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also Brian Hyland’s Sealed with a Kiss


https://youtu.be/2KQYLb0v4NQ


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it’s a rainy, cloudy day. Perfect time to listen to Bread’s Diary


https://youtu.be/WhrjnKdl-g4


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done with lunch.
day rescheduled. one task had to be dropped
moving on with the day


feeling much better than normal.


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first focussed task. ran over by a lot.
rescheduling day


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irrational concern when talking / collaborating with folks
do it faster!
i only have an hour 😂


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i need a 10-15m buffer between tasks


#NoteToSelf


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second hour done (play catchup with communications :))


moving on


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so I need some sort of middle ground of … disciplinary flow, I guess?


also with the old life, all I had to do was show up, and do the work. and that was easy to plan and execute


my current life is very amorphous. I have a lot more responsibilities. I have to take care of family. My body broke in 2018 and it requires daily upkeep to function. And I am trying to pivot careers. All of these generate a lot of work. Not to mention the rest of life throwing things at me.


So I somehow need some approach to taming it. and focus on what I need to do.


I’m good at the long term stuff. I know what I want to do.What I need to try. The paths to get there.


What I currently lack is some way of handling daily life. And what to do when life happens all the time.


Current plan: long term stuff - do with #OrgMode. daily stuff - do with #TimeBlocking


What I *also* need to remember to do is ***review*** mesh what i do on a daily basis and see if it is leading me to where I want to be.


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